| Haters can hate....but it aint gonna stop |
[09 Mar 2006|05:05pm] |
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lifes pretty swell right now.i like where its going.THE STARTING LINE last friday was godly amazing.They played my favorite song which they never played the other like 5 or 6 times ive seen then.They played so many songs i could care less if i died afterwards cause i honestly know life doesnt get better then that night.the bled is tonight.im excited even though this is my 4th time seeing them.plus its an 18+ show which means idk but its a good thing.my jobs okay.im waiting pationtly for my results of my g.e.d test.i hope i passed.i really need to pay my ticket and take the class.i hope its not to late.well thats it.lifes still charming and at its best.Peace niggaaa
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| If I'm a writer, and I'm a poet,I might love you, But never show it. |
[05 Feb 2006|11:37am] |
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im back on my feet.im going to be working 40 hours at the new subway on barcley and springhill dr with emily cassie and danny.this is gonna be crazy.i get my uniform tommorow and then i work at 2.im excited.i like working cause im rolling with the dough.feb 14,15,and 16 are the days im gonna be taking my g.e.d.im nervouse but yet excited cause i want to get out of the way.then hopefully i can sign up for some schooling.it seems like everything is going smoothly now for me except its just taking alot of time to get things accomplished.im happy im out of school but i kinda wished i graduated this year.but i grew up a little bit more.thursday i went to deicide with mush and sanders.it was fun.i stayed at mushs house.then friday was broken wings,team dude fucker,and asshole party.after we went to hopes.it was cool.um last night me coldcuts and my brother and others went to tylers.i really had alot of fun.i actually drank.which i think really made it more fun.i havent been that fucked up since the 4th of july.it was a crazy event.i made a phone call thats kinda embarassing now.its the truth but i was just fucked up last ngiht and it all came out.ohh well ill live
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[30 Jan 2006|12:48pm] |
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tuesday was fun.me coldcuts my brother emily and john went to orlando over ngiht to see stormbringer.all coldcuts kept saying when she seen them that she wanted to fuck the leadsinger.shes a crazy cat.ohh and she wanted to fuck christopher Llyod in stormbrigner also.pour some sugaa on me.kasey poledances.anyway.it was a fun event.um thursday i got in an accident.so no car.it sucks.um i was in the house for a couple of days cause my shoulder and side and shit hurt.then staurday night i felt better and stayed at mushs.it was alot of fun.i think i pissed myself like 2653546546 times.ahh anyways then sunday strolled around.me mush and kasey and richard went to long john silvers then we were suppose to go to the beach.mush bailed out.lame.so hope picked us up at lj and well yeah.i think not going to the each may have saved me coldcuts and richard from serious sunburn.um i woke up at 2 today.fucking crazy.i think im gonna go make plans for tonight.ohh yeah im excited my ae shorts should be here tommorow.thats what im talking about
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[17 Jan 2006|11:23am] |
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well friday meg has a party thing at her house since her parents were away.we all piled in cars so we can get in since she lives in a gated community.it was fun.me coldcuts and mush stayed the night.the next day we just hung out at her house until like 11 then we went to jesses house for like 15 min then me kasey and john managed to get cassy.aftet that little adventure me and coldcuts went to hopes.then sunday strolled around.i was upset alot cause i lost my wallet and money and shit.i found out early monday morning it was in hopes couch.so me and coldcuts decided to go to country side mall and we went shoping.well lets just say it was pretty intersting.i completly busted my ass in the middl of the mall and i slid and did this weird split thing into the photobooth and busted the curtain on a lonely mexican guy who looked confused.and trust me i busted my ass and fucked up my knee but i couldnt help but laugh about it.i quess thats just me.im a walking contradiction.coldcuts couldnt stop laughing although she thought i broke my leg.and well i feel bad for the mexican guy since i ruined his pic.umm today im looking for adventure.kasey pick up your phone.Lifes good
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[08 Jan 2006|11:12am] |
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well everythings going pretty great.umm i pretty sure it was onday i went to the movies with my brother and a couple others to see harry potter.it was good..well tuesday me and coldcuts and hope went to my brothers band practice. wens i chilled with mush after she got out of school early and then i came up with this awesome idea.since we all wanted to become rollerdirby girls we should all go to the skating rink.so i call up the skating rink and theres a recording that says family night skate for $3 from 630 -830.so me and mush call coldcuts hope and emily and there all game.mush had 2 pairs of skate had we thought it would be funny if we practiced and we were better since none of us had skated in years.well god know i lost my cool.i could kinda skate until mush puched me down.after all that we round up everyone and drive all the way ro rainbow and it was a joke.there was a team practicing so we couldnt. skate so we went to walmart for a little and checked out the skates,then to hopes were we all skated.lets jsut say emily fucking ruled.i was jelous.mush was really good.hope and kasey got bye and i was a scared bitch.i would skate tot a chair like 3 feet in front of me.then everyone went home around 10ish and me hope and aaron went to this girls house for a while.um thursday i forget what i did.friday shit i cant remember.ohh yeah i hung out with mush when she got off of work and stayed at her house.haa she ripped her pants.ohh god.um yesterday was a really good day.i had money for gas.me and kasey went ot leos bday party.i seen leo and sean which i havent seen in forever.then me and kasey went to a couple of places then we seen walk the line.it was a really good movie.then i picked up some people and we went to that girl jesses house.then around 330 i dropped a couple of people home and me and kasey went to dunkin donuts to meet up with emily and john.and we stayed there for a while then home.i didnt go to sleep until 630 and im fucking tired as hell.im not smoking at all today for the first time because im taking the pretest ged thing tommorow morning and even though thats not until tommorow i want to stay clear headed cause im not gonna lie.im dumb as fuck.and i quess if i do decide to go out today ill be home ealry cause its really early in the morning.then im going job hunting after that.and then idk,ohh wiat casseys party thing is tommorow.well i quess im gonna go clean the carpets since my dad said if i do that i dont owe him all the money ive been borrowing and he said if i clean bathrooms every week he will give me $50 smacks a month.now that what im talking about
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[01 Jan 2006|10:43am] |
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damn im trying to remember.i had a pretty awesome week actually.last tuesday me and mush went to my brothers friends house.it was actually really fun.i became the arm wrestling champion until sanders blew me out of the water.then later me and mush went to my brothers and watched pete and pete and fell asleep.then woke up at like 4 and went to my house.wenseday was fucking funny as hell.i did a back flip.hell yeah.um then we went to kickball.i lasted about a total of 20 min ,then i busted my ass in this nasty ass wet clay ,although if i do say so myself it was funny as fuck.then after kickball i chilled with cory.i swear theres never a dull moment.Thursday me and mush visit coldcuts at work then we went to my brothers and chilled and played some games.then friday coldcuts came over and we went to my brothers.and all there is to say about it was fun.coldcuts stayed the night.then neew years eve started off kinda gay and shit.i really wanted to see f.f.t.l but just everything went wrong.so around 7:30 i quess i met up with cory and well the fun begins.after all the stops we had to make we went to his house,words cant explain.it was fucking fun as hell and he has the coolest backyard in the godamn world.it looks like a movie set.crazy.but anyways man newyears really did rule.and me and cory came up with no matter what we do we always get out of it when we chill.i quess thats just a rule.2 gangstaaas together,nothing can ever go wrong.no one had a cooler new years then us and thats for dam sho'
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[27 Dec 2005|12:39pm] |
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all is well.christmas eve was ok i had the tree done the day before.i put it up got ornaments and shit for it and decorated it all by myself and im glad i did it even though it took forever.it was a suprize to me that on christmas ever my dad had planned that my whole family that we do talk to came over and shit.it was good cause my grandpa was shocked and happy.my mother was down also and there were no fights no nothing.everything was good,loud music my dad and my mom both had a couple of beers which was weard but the didnt argue they just had fun.lifes been taking changes alot for me the past 2 years.some are for the good and some i hate.i want to get back on track though.christmas was ok.my brother and kaityln of course came over and chilled the whole day.i noticed i need to take an easy with drugs cause im just plain out retarded.ive been cutting down for about a week now.the only day i didnt smoke was christmas eve and every other day i smoked but not nearly as much as i usually do.im gonna try to cut down on other shit as well.ill see how long this will last.but i quess im going to get dressd and head out to chill witH that friend for a little then chilling with kasey and mush and all them when they get back from the mall.
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well i cant believe the year is changing.
i HATE change.so what i discovered in 2005 was....
.i relized i had to grow up since i lost one of the best things i ever which was my grandma.
.i lost my fucking bestfriend over god knows what.
.im not graduating with kasey
.my grandpas slowly dieing as for my dog
.im getting dumber each day and i cant help it
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.within a year were moving to a diff state and i know i will never see half these people ever again
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i quess i ahve alot going of me
NOT!
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| Talk about these hatin lil boys, carryin they toys but they small dawg |
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well my bday was ok.i chilled with mush and justin and his friend the whole time.then after coldcuts got off of work we went to hopes.worst idea to have.i should relize i will never get along with dirtbags who think there hot shit and funny when there not.anyways when i ditched that scene i ended up smoking a blunt like i planned and except i made it 2.anyways monday i got my nose pierced finally.then chilled with cory,and mush styaed the night.um yesterday i quit my job and then chilled with cory.and its most likly today.i forgot i needs to get one within a week.i think im actually gonna set up the christmas tree even though its so late.better late then never i quess.well lifes oretty swell.so
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| Nigga we some maniacs, fuckin up our brainiacs. |
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well lifes chill.last monday me and coldcuts got our tickets for the early november and saves the gay day.after that we chilled at the mall and what not.it was a fun day.and everytime we were in the car kasey kept telling me i dance good.THE Castle here i come....to bad i think she was kidding.but ohh well.umm last thursday i was talking to mush and was like hey buddy why arent you going tommorow.shes like uhhh idk.so she came to my house i hoped in the truck and on our way to steriorama.then we went to the mall and chilled with some of her friends.mush was happy because she hit up the fucking pretzle stand like 28547657657 times.what can i say the chick loves her pretzles.jesus the whole car ride there and back made me piss myself.we seen the weirdest things and just kept dancing funny and honking the horn at weird things.take for instance the black crack guy riding bike on 19 during traffic.WELLLLLL Friday strolls along and what do you know.THE EARLY NOVEMBER.they ruled.they didnt play ever so sweet but i heard them play it a couple of times before..ohh and parking into the garage on the way there coldcuts thought a $5 dollar bill was a cupcake.she got excited.well im a casher and hostess at work now.alot better.but im going to have to get a diff job if i dont start out from open to close next week.yesterday i chilled with cory hope and aaron.it was fun.sunday is finally my birthday and i have to work from 430 -8 or something like that.i can finally buy blunts.my mom is coming down saturday to give me money for my birthday and christmas and im debating on tattoos or down payment for Ireland......
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| How u doin Mary Jane?Since i have met u girl u ruined my brain.U stole my heart right from the start |
[26 Nov 2005|10:48pm] |
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well ive been sick this past week and took off so many days which sucks but ohh well,i was dead.im going to find a diff job this week cause were going to be closed in 2 weeks for a couple of days because were changing everything around and my new job is a hostess.i was actually excited at first but i dont want to dress up and i think im going to have less hours.i miss the summer so bad.i had no job and money wasnt a problem for me.i think that was the happiest i ever was.im going to wait to get my g.e.d till im 18 because the lady said it would take longer and just be hassle since im a minor and i would have to do all this paperwork.i cant wait till i get that shit settled and i can start new with school and everything.well fri at 3Am me coldcuts and hope all went to those sales at walmart and target.it was crazy but fun.i only ended up buying britney spears perfume set.last night i watched kaitlyn and we watched the grinch and i fell asleep the first 1/2 an hour into it.yeah im pathetic,a 4 year old can stay up longer then me.well today was my dads birthday.i feel bad because i didnt get him anything because ive been deathly sick and the day i did go out was so hectic...so i told him ill take him out tommorow..well actually its today.but anyways for my birthday my mom is going to pay for my tattoos.im happy but i dont know what im getting yet because i want it to be perfect.well christmas is coming closer which is exciting.but im not expecting anything from my dad for my birthday and christmas due to he bought me another car after i fucked up the one he got me.i mean what more can i ask for.i actually should be picking it up at the auto place this week.its a classic and im in love with it.When my birthday finally does stroll around i think ill just end up chilling at the park by myself with a blunt of dro and some
hot coco.it sounds amazing to me and better than anything that i would end up doing.god where would i be with out drugs?i know not happy...thats for damn sure suckaaa
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Im pationtly waiting for my father to get home so we can sign up to take my ged.I dropped out which im having mixed thoughts about it but i know i would of wasted all of this year and i really hope we dont miss the sign up because i dont want to turn out like everyother dropout and forget my ged.life for me is basically work.when i get my ged im going to see about taking classes during the day at phcc.and still work at night.my dad really wants to move and mentions it every second he sees me and the reason why were not is because he doesnt want to leave me here.im the only one who doesnt want to move but yet i dont know why i want to stay.yeah springhill is my home and everything i know is here but i dont have that much.maybe starting off diff would be good.the thing is i dont know what to expect.my grandpa i noticed is get bad each day.hes going to be 76 this year and how long can one person live for.i just hope he can last at least 5 years.thats the only family i have.all i know is everything good that ever happened i took for granted way to much.i wish i could go back and make changes but i cant...i know i have ot learn from this
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[05 Nov 2005|09:59am] |
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missing lil jon is quite fucking depressing......thats lame as fuck...thats like all i listen to..fuck fuck lifes not fair.well i officially dropped out yesterday.kinda scary that i actually really did but i know i would never go...well i work tonight which should be fucking fantastico...while everyone is smoking it up at lil jon.um death cab was godly amazing i loved every sec of the show.second time going to see them ended up with cockaroach+purse under the brake +palm tree=waiting in the woods for 31/2 hours and leaving with an 87 year old backwoods redneck in a tow truck.that was a fucking exciting halloween.umm i officially have the worst luck in the fucking world.and being sober for a week sure isnt helping but i need to save money.sometimes i tihnk i should of stayed in school cause im getting dumber by the fucking second.anyways i need to make an app for ged.then see what im doing with my life.prob the scarriest decesion i have to make.....yeah thats life.
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| Oxycontin in my system - man I'm feeling kinda strange |
[30 Sep 2005|09:58pm] |
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hmm life has been busy.i work alot.it fucks up with me hanging out and getting fucked up but i def make sure it happens.i dont know whens the last time ive been to school a whole day.i went wenseday but it was a half day.i hate school.i no absolutly no one.im never in the right state of mind when i do go,i have no friends and i dont want to make any.theres no point.i love my life already.and the kids are all 12 and in the gay little groups and theres so many scene fucks its annoying,i think its so funny how they all think their original but ohh well if it makes them happy for being a gay kid then so be it.i want to start going though so i still have awesome grades and i can graduate this year.today i worked as usual and then i hungout with nick.yeah hes the only person i hang out with everyday or when im not working and when i get off.so i got one friend.it doesnt bother me but i dont bother with any one else really either so.its sad but weird.ihang out with kerri kristen and kasey here and there but most likely nick.kaitlyn is over now and as soon as she falls asleep im going to pass out.umm i cant wait till hallofuckingween.im so excited.i love it.and cant wait.umm me and nick are getting our tickets for halloween horror nights which should be a blast,i never been to any of those before so im happy,then i have lovely work.sunday i think me and nick are going to breakfast at my work with my dad and the the neighbbor and my grandpa.should be interesting.Death Cab is at the end of the month and me and coldcuts are going.im happy cause we both havent been to a show in forever and well its going to prob be the best show we both been to in forever.ahh i love them.man i have to give my black dahlia murder ticket away which im sad about,but i dont have money for everything.im also missing the starting line and normajean.but what can yah do .i seen tbdm once and tsl 4 times and nj once.um today is 1 year since my grandma passed away.its so weird how my life has changed so dramatically.i know i changed alot since all that and i came very negative and its very hard for me to even care about people and thats sad.im so happy that i didnt crack from that and end up in a menthalhospital.i was weird for a while and in a diff world but i relized i have to just grow up and that the best things dont always last.i miss her so fucking much its disqusting but changing subjects before i get all upset and shit...umm but yeah lifes still awesome,except for when i work
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hmmmmmmmmm where to begin.wow my last entry i realized i was really pissed.but anyways.i missed at least 15 days of school already....but thats cause i love it so much.i managed to pass with the best grades i ever got since 3rd grade.literally.i had all A's and two B's.i shit myself and i think my dad did to...so i quess i actually get to graduate this year like i planned.my job is so lame.i work all the time.but my pay check should be amazing.it sucks planning your plans around work......this weekend had to be the most fun since summer.i worked fri and sat and still managed to have a blast.fri me nick coldcuts hung out with alan and hope which was fun....and we had the funniest adventure at like 2 in the morning.sat me and nick took coldcuts to dinner for her bday, then to my brothers where theres a party as usual.dont really remember alot.had lots of fun though.alot of people.i heard i was a unicorn for a portion of the night.like i said heard.um i talked to my dad to stay the night and god only knows what i said.sun i was knocked out and sleeping all day.mo strolls along and school was boring.then work.then nicks,like always.tuesday i didnt go to school as usual but i was sick.i got to view my seniour pics and i hate them.they look so bad and i look like a fucking retard.today i went to school.impressed with my grades.picked nick up.then we just chilled at my house all night.stoped by my brothers for a little.a good portion of people like always.....umm so im getting back on track with doing the right things.i cant believe i work and managed to do good.....and who ever says drugs are bad for you can die because im doing the best i ever did with life.
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well ill bitch in this since im bored.i hate school.i tihnk i may still dropout.i trained yesterday for my job.it seemed ok but i want to be a dirtbag and not work.life was amazing till school changed everyone.i partied still everyday the first week.and now i get stacks of h.w and now its like one day i like my friends the next i dont.why does school destroy people.....i think kids in the school get gayer and younger each year. um i thought today was gonna be a good day but like i said thought.i think this jobs gonna be to much to handle..............................................................................................but any who.the topic that makes me laugh.MARRIAGE.people people i dont care how long you and your bf/gf have been going out for or how much you say you love eachother it doesnt last.theres no such thing as commitment and forever anymore.this society has been turned into shit with everything.this world is filled with dirtbags,sluts ,cunts,gays,lowclass,highclass,cheaters, liars,criminals,druggies and ect.im bitching but yet i probably fall into a good portion of these catagories.its not worth to even date or hang out with people.theres so much drama that i dont care about.ive notice as eachday passes nothing phases me as it use to.i use to be so parinoid if someone didnt like me but now im like eighter like me or hate me i could care less.moneys not the greatest thing in the world.it only makes you happy for so long till its gone.friends were suppose to be the greatest,they dont vanish but now adays every one is looking to stab you in back to get what they want.why is everyone so fucking selfish.its fucking disgusting.but thats life.you learn things as you get older.its a bitch thats what it is.i dont expect sympathy or anything from this, im rambling about difierent shit and i know contradicted myself but ohh well.if it makes me feel better then so be it.im probably in a shitty mood since ive havent smoked in 3 days and im use to it everyday(which is sad but i cant help it)but ohh well now im gonna blow this popsicle stand.
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well lets see.the day i went job hunting i got one.i work at some resterant and i havent started yet.last thursday i did last min shopping for the warped tour with nick.it was a crazy day.nicks sister had her baby.its so cute.then i stayed at nicks sisters house.then went home early on fri and got ready for the warped tour.coldcuts and nick came over like an hour later and danny picked us up.shit happened we were only 45 min late and i missed like every fucking band.t.s.l ,a7x, saosin ,bleeding through.the bled and emery bailed out on us.so it blew.i seen thrice which was of course awesome and atryeu and a couple others were cool.i met BLEEDING FUCKING THROUGH which was awesome.and atreyu again and this time alex.it ended pretty good to me being burnt like always.i was dead after that.sat i hung out with nick his brother sean and his friend.then we went to my brothers which was pretty fun.and michelle mike and kyle came over.then michelle brought me home.sunday nick and his brother sean and his firend came over.it was actually fun staying at my house but that was because my grandpa was the only one home and my familys gay.well monday was school.it sucked waking up but it wasnt as bad.after school nick and his brother sean came over and we just chilled.um tuesday was fucking school.kinda lame,but after i hung out with nick and cory which was pretty cool.wednesday i didnt get up cause i was tired so i stayed home.which was bad,but oh well.umm yesterday my ride plans got all fucked up and i ended up not going to school......which is so fucking bad.im starting the shit i did last year of not going to school and thats how i failed.umm but i was aloud out yesterday and i hung out with nick.today i finally went to school.it was better.i actually woke up,still tired but with no problem.my first class blew.then acting was fucking fun.i really like this class this year.and then gym was lame but christine was atleast there to talk to.umm after school i hung out with kerri and kristen and we all know what goes down from there everytime i hang out with my friends.it was really fun and now im home and i think im hanging out with nick in a couple of hours...so summer was the best thing to ever hit me.i had such a blast with friends and everything.i wish it would last longer but school had to come.its ok but im the oldest chick in like all my classes and thats sad.i still have as much fun and hang out with the same people now i just have to work around school...so yeah lifes still great.
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well really i dont remember much.all my days sorta glide together but with no complaints.i really am loving this summer.i cant remembering having so much fun....i basically been hanging out with nick like everyday and then kasey and and couple others here and there.i cant believe summers almost over...i quess the saying is true time flys when your having fucking fun.well the past 2 nights i helped my dad.we completly took down a whole room and put up new walls in like 8 hrs all together and now theres just the ceiling.it sucked but i feel like i was actually not useless the whole summer.i went to school to make up the big decision whether to drop out or not.and i decided im gonna fucking bust my ass this year.the guidence counsler fixed some of my grades but i still need to make up alot.but the catch was i have to find a job for ojt night school....i have a hard time finding one but im gonna try to think positive.in like an hour i plan on going job hunting and do some shopping with kasey which will be nice since i havent hung out that much with her, then who knows.im really looking forward to friday which is the warped tour.keep in mind niggaaas need to look out for bad, bad crystal moynihan Meanest baddest cat in the whole damn town Badder that old King Kong (she's) Meaner than a junkyard dog! .....................yeah im pretty lame
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umm last wednesday me megan coldcuts and mush went to a couple of stores and explored around.it was fun.thursday me mush and coldcuts went to the mall and i got a couple of purses and what not.then we all went to nicks house to give his mom stuff for her bday and we ended up there for like an 1 1/2 just talking to her while nicks at a concert.friday me mush and coldcuts went to nicks house for his mom and brothers bday dinner.afterwards me mush coldcuts nick and sean went to this kids house and hung out.then i stayed the night at breas house.saturday i forget what i did.sunday i hung out at kristens with kerri nick coldcuts and sean.then michelle me nick coldcuts sean went to my house for a little.then me and kasey went to kristen and i stayed at her house.monday me kristen and kerri hungout.it was fun.me and kerri stayed the night.tuesday me and kristen kerri hung out with lindsay and nick for a little.lindsay and me stayed at kristens.then i went home yesterday for mushs suprise bday.it was also kaitlyns bday.mushs bday thing was cool.then me mush meg coldcuts went and hung out at anthonys ohuse with skinny for a little.then today i woke up fucking early and went to get my lisences and i fucking passed.suprisingly.and it was my 1st time.i was so nervious and i was crying because i was pissed cause my dad wouldnt let me leave until i took it and im glad i stayed.... i came home in a good mood but then the stupidist littlist things have been getting to me.i dont know why but i get mad and pissed off at gay shit but ohh well.i think im getting a car tommorow so im excited.i never have to relie on anyone so thats cool.and all my cloths i ordered off line are almost all here so thats cool.i still love summer.its been the best and the most fun i ever had.and i wish it could last longer........but that life
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well woaaaaaaaa lets see whats been going on.last week i had a huge fucking disaster with my hair.the blonde got destroyed so i died it all black.kinda upset but i dont have to worry about touching it up anymore.umm last wedneday i hung out with gina got my hair done and all that shit for pics.i quess they truned out so so.then i hung out with nick at his house,then later on that night we hung out with mush and meg.then i went to joes suprise thing cause mush wanted to.it wasnt bad then i went back to mushs and stayed the night.umm thursday we basically just hung out and chilled at mushs then later on i went home took a shower then meg and nick picked me up and we meet up with mush coldcuts and then went to applebees and meet up with kyle justin and kasey jones.then at applebees we see coldcuts friend michelle with mike so me, coldcuts ,mush went with micheel and mike and justin and his cousin followed us to my brothers.i swear i never felt so uncomfortable in that house.so i went home early.friday i hung out with kristen KERRI michelle and caley and lindsay.then kristen and me stayed at lindsays and i had alot of fun.saturday morn kerri came over lindsays and then a little later i went home took a shower then off to my brothers to watch kaityln. coldcuts nick justin mush and hope and aaron came over there to hang out for while which i liked alot.then every one left and coldcuts and me and nick watched a movie since kaityln was sleeping and nick went home at like 12:30.then sunday morning me and coldcuts still were watching kaitlyn and nick and sean came over for a while.then when my brother woke up me coldcuts sean and nick hung went to a couple of stores then back to nicks.then me and coldcuts watched nicks nieces and nephew.and mush and meg picked us upat like 12.then plans got screw up so me mush and coldcuts stayed at megs house for the night.the monday was the 4 of julymeg dropepd me off really early in the morn.then i did laundry and shit around my room thne i went to nicks for the day.it was pretty fun.we basically hung out with his family.then later on that night me and nick went with my brother and a couple others to aarons sisters party.i actually enjoyed it alot from what i remember.umm i guess i ended up at my brothers dont remember.i woke up trwoing up all over it sucked.but i was at my brothers the whole day tuesday by myself so i watched friday and ace ventura.um later on that night i hung out with kristen kerri caley and jen.then at like 11 i called it a night.um then today i went to nicks.umm i hung out with him all day.the usuall.then at like 10:30 caley picked me up with kerri jen bre and lindsay{kristen at breas},then to breas and jens house where i am now.im staying till tommorow morning to who knows what.but i love my life.i love my friends.everythings awesome,im glad nicks back.yeah i quess you can say i love summer of 2005!
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